Once again i caught myself choosing from two no good enough options. I tend to gamble everything in exchange to the 'might be' happiness. That's how much I long for my happiness and contentment in life. I wanna be in one place doing one thing once and for all. Am fed up with how the society is treating me. Is it really that hard to be happy? Is it really something that can't be get overnight? I experimented alot of things that might bring me or even just lead me to the path of happiness i am craving for quite sometime.
There was this time i looked blankly in a face of a person 7 years older than me and started picturing myself on her age. Disaster went into the picture. I don't wanna see myself at her age without nothing. I wanna achieve something at this early for I know I have all the capabilities.
I am dwelling between my own happiness versus everyone else's happiness. Life can be really cruel sometimes but without it I will never see how great my life could have been...
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