I came to a point in my life where things didn't came out the way it should be and going against my way. This is what I call "shutdown" stage. The time when you feel bad about everything and anything that's going on your life. The time when rational reasoning is no longer accepted by your consciousness.
I will never ever forget people whom without them knowing helped me alot survive and helped me face what's out there.
A simple touch, a tap on my shoulder, an affirming nod, an agreeing smile, a tear shed, small talk, an ear to listen... small things for them that made the biggest thing for me.
Some may see me stupid of how I think and acted but what matters most are those some who sees what's behind that stupidity.
Life can be so unfair as I always blog about it but it always leaves us a lesson, a lesson we need as a bullet for the war of tomorrow.
I feel blessed that these happened to me earlier than it should be...There is always a reason for everything and an answer to any question.
I found a home outside my house on my "shutdown" stage.
-Chinita Goddess-
08182011
03:10 am
